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I think that I'm uncool because I can't speak like a Malaysian.

I sometimes try (and fail) to put on a Malaysian accent.

I secretly suspect that people think I'm trying to "act cool" just because I speak different.

I'm sick of people asking where I studied overseas, or where I'm from.

I'm tired of dealing with intransigent people.

I'm amused when people wonder how I open number locks so easily.

I think that the things that matter to my friends don't matter as much to me.

I wonder how I grew up so differently from the rest.

I wonder why I have so many lucid dreams.

I wonder why I'm always flying in my non-lucid dreams.

I feel inadequate for what's to come.